Low-key blogging about my life whilst trying to get one. To be fair though I did spend a couple of months dealing with an existential crisis whilst trying to cram years of revision the day before the exam.
Maybe I should start this blog in a more conventional way: I’m An(dreading) results day.
Seriously I’ve had nightmares, and in those nightmares I’ve just annoyed myself for being so extra. In one of them I genuinely did nothing in an exam and when people told me I’d probably do well, I just agreed with them. Come to think of it, this is probably just me subconsciously telling myself that people think I’m smarter than I am 😅. We’ll see.
But I’m a big fan of ignoring the problem until it goes away, so naturally I just crammed the panic to the back of my mind, leaving space to cram for exams. Even now I’m ignoring the fear of results day and just like eating or something. On the bright side though, I did do some exploring this summer. I explored the number of times I ate out of boredom instead of hungriness. It wasn’t as many as I thought though, because an 11 week holiday was pretty exciting. It feels like it’s coming to an end now so not only do we get the looming results day but we get the thrilling start of school. What an outstanding double whammy.
This is the most relatable post I can attempt, and I’ll attempt again in a week forum today! See what I did there?